Hi
Today is not my lucky day because i lost my phone on bus seven and i didnt realise/found out after i got onto the next bus.
So i have to rush back to clementi interchange to look for it. and yay the bus went back to bedok and the driver didnt found any phone.
the guy at the passenger service let me try and call my phone but there's no dial tone or whatever and awhile later the voicemail woman starts to talk. i tried to call 6 times using three different telephones but it's still the same.
i left my contact number and name down in case they found my phone and i went to wait for 185. the freaking bus took damn long to came and i am already very sad / pissed. i sat down and fell asleep. i knocked my head at the handle TWICE and when the bus brakes suddenly i woke up like some idiot like that loh. even the lady sitting beside me laughed at me (i laughed at myself also lah -_-)
it's not the end yet. when i reach my house, i opened the front door cos it's locked. the padlock for the metal door can open but i dont know why the keyhole for the wooden door just dont let me put my key inside it. and i actually thought that my mum went to change the door lock -.-
after many attempts i decided that i shoud just press the bell. my mum came and open the door. I DONT KNOW WHY BUT I THINK THE DOOR HATES ME OR I AM JUST UNLUCKY TODAY THE KEY ACTUALLY CAN GO INSIDE THE KEYHOLE WHEN I TRIED IT. WTH -O-
and after i told my mum i lost my phone. harhar.
the only thing that PISSED me off a lot is how my parents see my friends. because i was with fiona on the bus, they think that she might have taken my phone. HELLO you have never seen or talk to her before how can you judge a person without knowing them. and my mum really pissed me off very badly today or maybe i am just cranky.
sometimes i feel that something is pressing my heart that i cannot breathe properly. i need time to sit down and think. concentrate on whatever i need to do. i still have two mood boards to do and i know that it's a very easy tasks but the problem is that i am falling asleep everytime i tried to do work at home and i can only focus on doing my work at sch when i'm alone. soemtimes i wonder if this is really what i wanted. seeing how good others' works are and looking back at mine, i wonder if i really suited in doing all this. i sucked at making decisions and i dont know what to choose for my options.
i am tired. both mentally and physically.
i know this is stupid but because i lost my phone and i dont think my dad is getting new phone for me anytime sooner. so i cannot be contacted easily without my phone. please comment if you got anything to tell me or anything. :]